Wednesday, February 27, 2008
i opened my mail and dere it was. a map of the restuarant on 28th. ed's such a dear. he knew ill holland. whaha. tks yupp. i hope it'll help. whahah.
ill be goin for a stupid yoga lesson on 28th. something for my back i guess. den it'll dinner at some seafood rest with my batch gang. hoping onto 29th will be singing session. which is so not confirm. lol. so updates might be up up soon. =)
work's been better tdy. tink i need to buck up a little. kinda feel like im starting to slack and din put as much effort in it alrdy. aikz. bad bad.
i wont be tat free nx wk guys. pack for tat someone. i dun wanna see someone camp at my workplace. scary. lol. but zhu zhu. we can club on the 5th or 6th. =)
msges been up
mind games been played
flirts been flying around
things been progressing fast
yet...
the heart lingers for the other?
m i? do i? or izzit juz a lame excuse?
why was it always pple who'r attached.
why the fuck cant i find someone who's single!!!!
wad's the prob with me?
lost hopes in attached pple. juz a tot. lol.
im happy. =)
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
WHEN IT COMES, IT COMES.
how i truely believe these words.
izzit blooming or izzit another hallucination.
i do not know.
juz goin by the flow.....
my body aches frm wakeboarding are healing. shld be alright in these two days. but darling voice is still veri horrible. not sexy at all. wahhah. oh oh. "darling, no worries yupp. u still hv me. forget bout those who aint worth ur time. =)"
work haven been smooth these days. hoping for the better.
time was spent.
date had been set.
awaiting for something to spark.
yet.... im uncertain....
tis particular person which i still cared.
y m i hesitating?
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Friday, February 22, 2008
alright alright. everyone hold up. wahahha. we r so gonna blog bout wakeboarding. its such an additive sport. u can play, tan and excerise juz by doin tis sport. keke. the experience is damn wonderful. love it man. gonna go another time during march. yupp yupp. so confirm outings for march will b blading and WAKEBOARDING!!!
pple. u all shld try it man. it will be a great achievement to stand up rite and wakeboard i tell u even after many tries and drinking many mouthful of salty dirty sea water. haha. but its tiring. every part of ur muscle will be used. esp the hands, legs and abs area. so dere were the instrutor cum boatman, thomas - the master wakeboarder who can do 360 flips, johnny - second master who can jumps waves, andy - apprentice wakeboarder who's learning to jump waves and the two green kuku - darling poon and me. wahahah. i was able to wakeboard with one hand okays! wahah. muz hao lian. and i tell u. the experience of riding the wave. wooohooo. shiok!
keke. we had so much fun. yet due to ku ku cln, who still dunno how to upload pics on her blogs, pls head to friendster for it. if not visit darling poon bloggie. wahahha. lucky movie was cancelled. we were too shag and most probably end up slping during the movie. haha. okays! i tink ill cont ltr tonight or tmr ba. im too drained and burned, but i got my tan. yayness!!!! wahahha. alright. gtg get my rest liao. nitey pple. and the blockage at my right ear is hurting like mad. argh! im deaf! oh darling. lets try to learn as much and follow thomas to the cable ski soon. *anticipating for tat day* =)
sitting on the comp chair yet hving the after effect of wakeboarding and the waves. im dizzy-ly in love with it. =)
wish you were hereLabels: wakeboarding
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its coming to 3 am. yet im still awake. cldnt get to slp. mayb dere's too much up my mind. i dunno. all i know was i need to get up at 8 plus, meet darling den head down to thomas hse n lastly to ponggol marina for our wakeboarding lesson. i wonder how we'll fair with our lesson. haha. hope it wont turn out veri bad. i still haven decide wad to wear for tmr. ahhhh... lol.
im super hot tonight. hot as in burning steming hot. those goin to explode kind u know. haha. due to some incident at work. but im alright now. its over. =) nothing impt to jot it down. in a few more days, new yr gonna be over. and i can count the ka-chings in my hong baos. whahah. i really need the extra cash tis month. tight tight. =(
i dunnoe wad to type anymore. mayb ill juz head to slp and count my bah bah. wahahah. oh. my singing session is confirmed. yay!!! finally sia. been wanting to sing for quite awhile le but cldnt find anyone. so yupp. its set on the 29th with my collegues. haha. im no fantastic singer like my wifey or alicia or who-so-ever but who cares. i juz wanna sing. lalala. actually i dun like my voice. its not veri low and not high at all. like wth. i cant singing a cha bo songs lar. cuz they are too high. BOO!!! hack sia. i love jay'ssssss. wahahha. cuz i can juz mumble pass the chn words tat i dunnoe how to read. kekek.
as i was typing. guang liang's "di yi ci" played. it reminded me tat the first memories will always be the fondest. haha. its really true. like how our first encounter was. its amazing. haha. silly. nvm. alright. gtg. nitey.
i felt so much unision with tis song tdy:
Jay's 開不了口
才離開沒多久就開始
擔心今天的妳過得好不好
整個畫面是妳
想妳想的睡不著
嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣
還有在妳身上香香的味道
我的快樂是妳
想妳想的都會笑
沒有妳在我有多難熬 (沒有妳在我有多難熬多煩惱)
沒有妳煩我有多煩惱 (沒有妳煩我有多煩惱多難熬)
穿過雲層
我試著努力向妳奔跑
愛才送到 妳卻已在別人懷抱
就是開不了口讓她知道
我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑
妳對我有多重要
我後悔沒讓妳知道
安靜的聽妳撒嬌
看妳睡著
一直到老
就是開不了口讓她知道
就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著
這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我
i dunno wad i shld do anymore. everything seem so impossible. Labels: not sleepy
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Thursday, February 21, 2008
its been a stressful day. both at work n in life. talking bout work. it wasnt hectic yet i only manage to finish work at the last min. y izzit so? cuz my tooth pattern kept failing. aikz. still cant grasp the formula for the sagb tooth pattern sia. tired 5 times sia. in the end we decided to use back the closest result. the whole things was not bout trying but its veri demoralising. i almost gave up. seriouly i'm starting to doubt myself again. i dunno if i can really handle the stress tat im goin to face later in the time. juggling btw life and work really sux. yet im no quiter. ill continue to strive. always reminding myself not to rush things. im juz to hasty and sometimes it spoilts everything. "patient my child" wahahha. anyhow, tks for the guys in the module for helping out. if not for them i tink ill b stuck at the company working overnight. wahahha.
so yupp. its been a quiet night. still deciding on wad to do after tis. watch movies on mio-tv, watch anime/movie on the net, read my book, etc. i haven finish watching my coffee prince. arrr. so many things done half-a-way. my fatal seduction still hanging thou. half way through bk 2. my csi still stuck at last epi of season 4. only my anime series are the most updated de. wahaha. bleach. i love it. oh oh. and talking bout half way. n bike lesson... arghhhhh! tis lasy shet. still stuck at prac 2 sia. i really wonder when ill start goin again. aikz. mayb nx wk ba. when outings with darling will subside alittle. need to fill up all of my free time. den i wont tink too much. keke.
oh. one more day till wakeboarding lesson. it gonna cost. 100+ bucks per hr i tell u. WAAAAAA!!! lol. and we goin for like 5 hrs and bout 5 pple will be dere. so i guess each of us hv to still pay around 100+ bucks... WAAAAA! but i tink it'll b worth it. a experience not to be missed. gonna tke many pics. =) was planning to head for a movie after tat but i tink it will b cancel due to our tired bodies ba. wahahha. another time den. i wonder if ill b tanned after the session. i really hope so. keke.
alright alright. im drained. gonna go do wad i hd been assigned to do at work first and relax my tiny weeny brain later. tata guys. till tmr. miss me den. wahah. =)Labels: stressed out
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Monday, February 18, 2008
went for the ground breaking ceremony during work time. my company's expanding. whahah. i tell u. tat ceremony is a torture. not only muz we stand for around 2 hrs, we muz oso withstand the scorching sun. plus somemore i'm damn shag due to ytd blading. dear cln is beat man. haha! one thing gd. at least i got a little tan. keke! oh oh. before i forgot. i hv to give tks to yunsi. for the msges tat accompany me throughout the horrible time under the scorching sun. thou its only a few but its enuff. xie xie le. it helps alot. =)
supper tmr anyone? simpang bedok. wahhaha. im craving for cheese prata. lalala!
hmmm. nothing new to blog leh. juz wanna say im happy up to now. thou i may be a little confused on wad i wan on my love life but im getting used to it. always looking towards tmr and hope it'll be better den tdy. yet, im scared. afraid tat i may cross the line and lost it all. reminding myself tat i hv to tke things slowly. and not let myself rush into things. i seriouly dunno if i cld withstand another blow. but ill b strong. haha! im being pesmistic again. keke! okay lar. off track liao. need to go slp soon. nitey pple. =) oh oh. and listen to luo zhi xiang "fang dao shuo". veri nice but sad song. the lyrics are as follows:
说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去 我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心 怎么你不抗拒
感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我 别回过头
不要用从前看以后
我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂不成熟的我
不说穿了 不要结果
*不伪装了 我的难过
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
A wonderful off and rest day (16th, 17th) filled with pics. 16th was spent hse hoping at my batch hse. frm darling poon, terry, mine to zhi wei's. a hearty day with additional ka-chings. wahhah. headed down to my 75 cents gf place after tat. went to bai nian and oso to bring her down to bai nian at my place. went to the shell hand car wash before heading to my place. u guys muz see how my 75 cents gf "sua gu" expressions. haha! all the wa and woo. keke.
ltr in the night, my crew colleague visited for a small get tgt. they left at around 12+ so dear super tired cln went str ahead to slp w/o changing nor bath. wahha. im too shag alrdy. haha!
so our blading session had successfully happened. all of us had our fall and followed by laughter. heh! dinner's at hong kong cafe again. cant get enuff of it sia. wahah. and guess wad. i hollanded AGAIN. wahahhahaha. as usual. den was home swt home. =) and im too tired to cont. hving a bad migrane and dere's work tmr.
so nitey guys. off to slp. =)
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Friday, February 15, 2008
well. went clubbing on 13th. last outing wif bl and so we happily head down to clark quay. went to the arena first. nice place to chill but din get to dance much as dere were a live band dere. den to gotham(which i kept pronoun-ing it as go-ham. lol.) its freaking pack with ang mohs cuz of the foreign youth club thingy goin on and dere goes dancing again. bl's drunk soon and off we go heading home. some of us were disappointed but its okay. dere's another time.
im happy. thrill to be exact. with the oncoming msges. =)
and its v'day. took off on tis special day. yet its not for a date. haha. was for bl as i'd mention. so went for a lunch wif a fren. somewhere we went. silent and nice. manage to catch something on the way home and den some secret mission came into mind. heh. was waiting for the gang to arrive at home to head down tgt to e airport. tks to gd mood bro who reluctantly lend his car to us. muackz for tat. keke. hmmm. airport. wad can i say. it was filled with mixed feelings. happy for bl for advancing in her studies yet sad tat we gonna wait for her return. tears were rolling when she's departing. for us, we fighted it at the brim. we shld b happy for her yet tat feeling we had... its just so difficult to put into words.
be back soon bl. we'll be waiting and till june. for now, we'll let the memories and pics remind us of u. *missing you as days passed* =)
after tat we headed to T3. touring of T3 made us feel like tourists. haha. its big i tell u. went into a shop to get slippers. got two. got a couple slipper wif 75 cents gf (zhu) (and if u guys wonder y we keep changing our names, tat's becuz our value kept changin as the days passed. haha.) she got a pink and mine's blue. the other one was a green slipper. i love tat. and it remind me of wad darling poon told me once ("learn to love green more." haha.) oh. not forgetting rin's(miss C) got a slipper to. cant describe but will put it on friendster soon. =) dinner's at hong kong cafe after tat. the food dere is super best i tell u. tks to miss cln recommedation of tat place and mud mud recommendation of the food. wahah. shall go dere for dinner again on 17th. its blading day again. east coast, im coming. but its sunday and it'll be damn packed. *shugs*
Mr. B's heading to isreal again tmr(i mean tdy). cant send him off cuz of work. aikz. its another 3 more months till i see him for gd. faster come back u hear me. if not im flying to isreal to smack ur ass and punch ur washboard abs. wahaha. two impt person gone in two days. haiz.
missing the days we spent tgt. i wan to wish all of us to be happy and loved.
多想要记住这一分钟.
不是个浪漫的家伙
却甘心为你Labels: gone
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
im back!!! from malaysia ytd. haha! missed me guys? went to work tdy. damn tired i tell u. body haven recover frm the trip yet. and my face. argh!!! pimple outbreak due to lack of slp and heaty food. im so ugly now. how how. hope tmr will be better ba. =)
tdy its gift giving day. got gifts frm malaysia for me colleagues. and den its kan cheong time. the heart goes -pik pok pik pok- damn fast. feeling of face turning red and avoiding stares. i'd been called a 'dear' tdy. im flying!! haha! guess u guys must be wondering wad izzit. gonna hush hush on it though. keke. oh and darling. ur gifts still in my locker. come to work tmr and get ur gifts. haha.
lets start planning on our blading session, movie session (watch jay's movie), ktv session and heart beating session for me. wahahaha~
been into fatal seductions nowadays. im half-a-way thru bk 2. the story is still nice thou its my second time reading it. haha. i wanna go hse hoping soon. my ringgits are not enuff. who wanna open their hse for me. faster tell me. ill make time. wahha. ka-chings ka-chings.
tmr's clubbing day for the gang. its gonna be our last till a later time. but we gonna enjoy it no matter wad. =) 13th feb. V'day eve. hv u guys prepared anything for anyone? i had. given gifts for my darling last wk alrdy. and dere's another one. shld i give? hesitation is inside me. hardly know wad to do. everything seems so mixed up. den its doesnt matter anymore...
lalala~ bl bl. im gonna miss you. alright. im off course liao. gonna go get myself a nap. tata. =)
add me on friendster u gu gu. check my profile den nv add. make me happy for nothing. *^*&#Q%$
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Friday, February 8, 2008
hi guys. im in malaysia alrdy. keke. @ my uncle's lan shop now. sitting on the admin chair and typing away sia. like im the boss of the lan shop. nice feeling. haha.
how's the new yr guys? mine's been boring yet exciting. haha. at least i gonna play with those bangs-bangs. coming back on the 10th. and den its gonna be hse hopping soon. ka-ching ka-chings. *money rolls* and soon my long await blading seesion number 2,. hee. i like~~ whaha. gonna start our dota power ltr with my cousins. now im "looking" after the shop. whose the boss??? lol.
Here wishing u guys a very happy Lunar New Year. may tis yr be gd and filled with many ka-chings. wahahha. okays! signing off. tata. 4 more days till seeing. =)
im happy. Labels: cny
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Monday, February 4, 2008
| What Cindy Ng Means |
 You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |
saw it on miss peany blog. so i tried. some part of it were quite true. =) try it guys.
Im heading to malaysia tmr pple. gonna miss all of u. i still need to meet up with calven to get his psp. tat's my life saver during the whole trip down man. been reading back on older posts. it was quite heart breaking to realise how i was last yr. all the sadness like i'd been walking in circles. while reading thru, Craig David's "Walking Away" was on. and yes. im walking away. out of '07 life. i need to go. finding my own happiness even if im all alone. all and all of tis is enuff. '08. i'd been looking forward to it and its been gd till now. and im happy to say tat i'm glad to find a wonderful darling at my work place. w/o you and all the talks we hv had. i dunnoe where ill b. you make me realise wad a person i was and everything. my fear of letting a person walk into my life. you were dere, standing outside my wall, nv once tried to break in and nv steal anything away and yet, you knew almost everything bout me. i dun have to say much and you knew. i tried to hide all my stuffs but it nv escape ur eyes. i wanted to help you with ur probs but it always end up the other way round. sometimes it really scares me to know how much you knew bout me. yet im really glad. nv hv the courage to tell you i really appreciate having you as a fren. the one i cld really talk things out. "darling. thank you very much. all the things tat you did for me and other stuffs for the future. i cant promise forever, but may we stay like tis for as long as we can alright." now. dun give me tat gan dong face. =)
alright. dinner time. gtg. ill try to update at malaysia or tmr. oh. my auto roaming is on. so contact me if u wan. if not till 10th or 11th ba. and darling. im waiting for the gd news. wahhaha. bye bye.
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
Sunday, February 3, 2008
seem like the audience wan some updates. lol. nah. im juz so feeling the mood to blog now. all juz becuz my once big fat ugly bro's back. whahaha.
n if u read carefully. its once. he's now fit and shuai i tell u. but still as nonsense. haha. 2 wks of no driving for miss cln n tat's y i din drive tdy. no driving makes cln a lazy bum who needs to wake up earier to get the bus. =( and i tell u. cab fares are freaking ex now. dere goes my ka-chings if i cant get up to work. *shrugs*
valentine's nearing. and tat's mean bye to u and off u go to aussie bao. wad a day to leave sing. but i'd got a whole day off juz for u. we'll b ur valentine. =) gonna miss u and clubbings tgt. *another shugs*
oh. and talking bout valentine. went shopping with darling poon ytd. and as usual. miss cln went around singapore again. lol. but it was a you-will-get-a-full stomach cramps outing. all the laughter and silly smiles. only you know wad's it bout. hehe.
2 more days till off i go visiting. hated the thots tat i had. the fear tat were pouring in. the fact tat i couldnt deny. all and all. im fighting back. leaving it all behind. its a gd yr. at least i wan to make it so.
i'd been jumping topics. but who cares. read on.
a month plan to do sports and tan on feb. =) its time to move ur ass and hussle. off u go fats. keke. went blading last wk. was fun. and i fell. haha. realise that blading is not about how u enjoyed it while ur doin it but how u felt after taking off tat oh so heavy blades. haha! wont forget how yunsi and me reacted tgt. its the oh so common expression. lol. nx session will be on feb after im back. looking forward. and if you guys dunno who is yunsi den tat's too bad. haha. mistery mistery aye. haha. *crap*
oh. i wan to watch jay chou's movie. i need partners. i need many company. i cant find any cept my colleagues. *juz complaining here* lol.
i'd been label the "potato" in my company. i wonder why. im cheena lor. yet sometimes when i tink back. i do speak english alot. but only to some certain pple. like darling poon. haha! i wonder why. but im so not potato lar. wo ye ke yi jiang hua yu, wo bu shi "potato". haha.
actually i wanted to blog more but bro's back home from zouk. whinning for his lappy back to watch anime and disturbing me as i continue. so i shall stop and go to slp soon. its coming to 6am and dere's work tmr. oh ya. and he got me lots of t-shirts and choco's. choco's will be of gd use for valentine. wahaha. alright den. till den. off to my silly smiles. =) nitey peeps. miss ya all. muackz.
- sometimes it takes a change of scenery to have a change of heart - ;
